What the f**k is L.O.V.E??

L.O.V.E. What the hell does it stand for? Is it Lonely Oppressive Vain and Emotional? For some, that may be the definition. But what about others? How do they define L.O.V.E? Who would give a damn anyway. I'm no GOD to answer that. But why is that word so powerful that it could even change the world? Why is it here with us?  We had been searching for it everywhere. But silly us, we cannot search for it, we feel it when its there. I guess that's the magic of it. One time it can be there and the other it'll be gone. How do we hold on to it? We don't. We can just simply depend on it, hoping that it will not go away. It can either bring happiness or pain and usually both. So, i guess that's how i understand the word L.O.V.E. How about yours?

Life is much easier if you make it that way

Have it ever occurred to you that sometimes you would be wondering why your life is so miserable and why the misery never seems to end? Well, you are so f**ked up if you keep thinking that way. Misery are the result of your own creation. Yeah, people might have hurt you, so wtf? There is always a way to work it out even if it is the most difficult things that you would have to do in your life. Able to wake up each time you sleep, able to laugh whenever its funny, able to cry whenever life is killing you, able to see, speak, hear, write, walk or even moving an inch of your body parts, that is much more than enough for you to live your life meaningfully. So why whine about how life have been so terrible to you? Its time for all of us to open our f**king eyes and mind. God has always been fair. For he is the One who decides on our life. Peace!!

It is simply human nature

Taken from http://vhm-alex.deviantart.com/art/Remorse-Is-for-the-Dead-84788790#/d1e37lu. This guy displays quite an interesting and amazing arts. Do check him out

As human, we never fail from doing mistakes and that leads us to remorse, misery and whole lot of shit. Things that started must have an end. It is simply how it should be. It is how the natural order is. However, mistakes are not necessarily have to bring you down. Sometimes it makes you who your are, better or worse. Being a human myself, i had done whole lot of mistakes and how i wish i could undo all those and live my life remorseless. For those who i have hurt, who i might hurt, or who i will be hurting, i really am sorry. Life is not something you can expect to be perfect and it would never last forever, unless u are immortal of coz. But, back to reality, only GOD last till the end of days. So, when we are still living, make use of it wisely.

Dead By April

Anyway, check out Dead By April. A Swedish metal band that I've been listening to for the past few day. What can I say, it suits my taste and should be suitable for new listeners. Some of their tune are not as heavy as other metal band like Bullet For My Valentine or Trivium. So far, I've been listening to Losing You, What Can I Say, Sorry For Everything, Lost, Found Myself In You, Love Like Blood and Promise Me. Most of the songs portrays despair, heartbroken and misery. Quiet an interesting choice for those who are suffering from a break up or relationship problems. Do check them out!! Peace!!

There is a Hell, believe me I've seen it. There is a Heaven, let's keep it a secret

It's Bring Me The Horizon Latest Album for 2010.. I've finally got a copy of it. I think so. Nevermind, as long as i have it! The song is just as awesome as usual. But there is one song that really caught my attention. It is Don't Go featuring Light. For those who didn't even know who she is, go search for it yourself. Anyway, here's some info about her.

Lights Valerie Poxleitner (born Valerie Anne Poxleitner; 11 April 1987), known professionally as Lights (stylized LIGHTS) is a Juno Award-winning Canadian singer-songwriter. She is known for composing and performing synthpopDrive My Soul", "Ice", "Saviour", "Second Go" and "February Air" and has performed internationally.

 and here's a pic of her. Kinda cute isn't she?

Enough about her, let's go on about the song. The first time I heard it i actually felt in love with it. Why? coz of the lyrics and the arrangement of the song. Unique. The song can be said about how a person need someone so much and ask that person not to leave. That's where the words Don't Go play its part. However, in the song, we can actually hear Oliver Syke's sincerity when it came to asking forgiveness from god. So what do you think? Check it out yourself!! Here's the lyrics

I was raised in the valley
There was shadows and death
Got out alive but with scars
I can't forget


This kid back at school
Subdued and shy
An orphan and a brother and Unseen by most eyes


I don't know what it was that Made a piece of him die
Took a boy to the forest
Slaughtered him with a scythe


Stamped on his face
An impression in the dirt
Do you think the silence
Makes a good man convert?


We all have our horrors
And our demons to fight
But how can I win when
I'm paralyzed?
They crawl up on my bed,
Wrap their fingers round my throat
Is this what I get for
The choices that I made?


God forgive me for all my sins
God forgive me for everything
God forgive me for all my sins
God forgive me
God forgive me


Don't go
I can't do this on my own
Don't go
No I can't do this on my own
Save me from the ones
That haunt me in the night.
I can't live with myself
So stay with me tonight
Don't go
Don't go


If I let you in
You'll just want out
If I tell you the truth
You'll vie for a lie
If I spill my guts,
It would make a mess
we can't clean up.


If you follow me
You will only get lost
If you try to get closer
We'll only lose touch
But you already know too much
And you're not going anywhere


Tell me that you need me cause I love you so much
Tell me that you love me cause I need you so much
Tell me that you need me cause I love you so much
Say you'll never leave me cause I need you so much


Don't go
I can't do this on my own
Don't go
No I can't do this on my own
Save me from the ones
That haunt me in the night.
I can't live with myself
So stay with me tonight


Don't go
I can't do this on my own
Don't go
No I can't do this on my own
Save me from the ones
That haunt me in the night.
I can't live with myself
So stay with me tonight


Don't go
Don't go
Don't go
Don't go


Don't go
Don't go
Don't go
Don't go


Don't go
Don't go
Don't go

Kinda awesome isn't it? Even the lyrics is meaningful. Here's what i think. The lyrics did not necessarily referring to a person. In fact, I can relate it to a more deeper meaning. God. Yes! He is referring how he needs God in his life. Kinda amazing isn't it? for a hardcore band to produce such song with an awesome lyrics. I think that's about all for now. Do check out the album. Peace!!

My own f**king words

Hey!! It's finally my own f**king words. Must be wondering why i love to used that effing word so much. That is coz i love it. So what? I'm not referring to anyone else but myself. So beat it! What my blog will be about? You just have to check it out yourself then. Love it or hate, that is your problem. Not mine. Peace!!